A prayer for my Aunt & BestFriend

November is always good for me,

back then.

but now it seems like i hate november even more.

My aunt,

got a lung's cancer & tumor, and got a brain tumor.

My highschool bestfriend, 

collapsed and now she's in the ICU 

the day before she married the man she loved

because of the pneumonia.

It seems like i don't love them when they're healthy,

but now i feel a pain inside my chest when i heard those news.

ya Allah, 

if you hear me,

please,

take their illness.

heal them fastly.

i don't wanna see the tears coming from their eyes,

their family nor their bestfriend.

Make them happy,

healthy, 

and always remember u all the way.

This is for you, Bude Lily Endarsari,

and My best, Andini Kartika.

:')

SO YOU!!!!!!!

Ha!

This is so you

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The shadow that will follow the sun....

There he goes my Sun..
my only sunshine..

i don't care i'm with you or not,
i pray that u will always shine like the sun used to do
every morning, everyday.

i'm ur shadow.
i follow wherever the sun goes.
the shadow will never vanish even in the dark,
when the moon and the stars meet in the sky.
while the angels fly from above to the earth.

i hope the sun will soon meet his clouds,
that will hide u and protect u when its time for u to shine.

i am nobody, i am nothing.

my star already meet his moon,
and i hope he will happily forever ever after.

and i hope u too.
i hope u will surely soon meet ur clouds.

because i'm just only a shadows,
that will never meet her soulmate,
forever.

The Hanger...

Hanged...

do u know how the hanger feels all the time while people used them?

maybe i do know now..

it doesn't feel good tho.

people should know how to end something like how they start something.

no, we should take any risk in life.

no matter what decision u make,

or the choice u choose, 

there's a risk behind them.

either the choice u make, make u feel sad but make other people happy,

or the choice u make, make u feel happy but make other people sad.

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JoJo-Keep Forgetting (To Forget About You)

JoJo - Forever In My Life

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One

Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles

The Script - The Man Who Can’t Be Moved

Maroon 5 - Won't Go Home Without You

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

Boys Like Girls - Thunder

5 Second of Summer - Amnesia