Hell-o, I'm still awake at 2.18am. Yes! I thought i got an Insomnia for this Long holiday. Stalks, i just wanna share something with you. I wanna tell about my Brother. Oh okay lets deal with this, not my real brothers. But you know, my "Brother". For a long time ago i just adore him. Yea he's so Perfect! That's one word to describe him! And i think (This is just my opinion, okay?!) he looks like my real brother, Dida. Well, lets forget about it. I like to chat with him on MSN, or something like that. till i have his Number! and you know what i do? I do nothing! How stupid I am!! Cause i'm in a relationship with You-know-who. REGRET, this is how i feel now. You know what i think now? I think if i still adore Him, and don't care about you-know-who. Maybe (Note this just MAYBE) i still close with my Brother. Yeah you guys right, I am falling in LOVE with my "Brother" now. When i am far away with him. Oh God, why you must did it happens to me! Why you give me this Feeling Long After i'm not close with Him again?! When he has a GIRLFRIEND?! when he treated me like i'm not his lil sis again?! Gosh, please be nice........ I don't want have this Fucking feeling again. I really hate this feeling like seriously. God, give me a GREATEST answer to face this fucking love story..... Thanks.
God Bless, and Goodnight. xo, Dinda
