I'm drowning.
I'm drowning in the ocean of missing you.
Where the deepest is called pain.
And the wave is called love.
I miss you.
I miss how you make me feel.
In my special day.
But, yesterday.
It feels like,
The worst day in my life.
Not having you by my side.
I miss you,
Saying happy birthday.
At always 00.00 am the day i was born
And 00.00 after the day pass.
I miss how you try harder to be by my side on my special day.
Spending time together.
How your little surprised bright up my day.
How your birthday cake make my lips smile.
How your birthday gift made every second worth.
How your hugs calms my chaos mood.
How your kiss mean a lot for me.
I'm drowning all over again.
It feels good.
Drowning in the ocean of missing you.
But,
Why now?
